Friday, December 30, 2011


Define. Cite examples. Explain. 

What REALLY is cheating

Last night I attended a party with friends. Old friends that I kept and treasured eternally. They are the small group of friends I stayed in love all these years if we compare it to romantic relationships amongst lovers. 

In that party, Maybe This Time the song seemed to be the theme of the night. Lovers reunited. Lovers of old times found their way to spark again. Some committed, some single, some taken, some waiting for a second chance, and some regret the lost chance. 

Question is... if you met the person who once truly owned your heart... will it beat the same way? Will the half of it still fit? Will it knock on cupid's door for another arrow? Or will it just beat rapidly like the old times but keep it within? Will it shout love in silence? Will it just  learn to let go? Will it move on?

When you saw the person who was once your eternity and you met him/her again WHILE you are in a relationship or WHILE that someone is in a relationship or WHILE you promised to stay single.... ARE YOU CHEATING?

When you meet the eyes of the person who was once your heart and soul, are you cheating? 

Are you cheating when you WANT to go back to the years that gone? 

What the HELL is CHEATING?

Love, now and always,

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Wednesday, December 14, 2011

The Breathe of Fresh Air

Everything that happened in the last 5 months or so.... is a breathe of fresh air. It helped me realize a lot of things:

1. That running away doesn't let you escape from where you are running from. Sometimes it makes you closer, closer not to come back but to think of what is right and leave everything behind. 

2. That no matter how hurtful things are... crying will be, someday, tiring. It all falls back on the right places in the right time. Hurtful things happens but we all cross that point where one day we wake up and the pain is gone like we never experienced it at all.

3. That FAMILY is FAMILY. I have the best realization about family... They treat you like a slice of a cake: mouth watering, expensive with edible gold and delicious with the best icing and filling in the whole world  and when you crash down the ground, they pick you, try to make you look good again and take you in you as edible as you should be.

4. That if one of your dreams will be granted by all means it will be. No matter where or how, if this is the right time for it to come true. It will just happen. 

5. That if one of your dreams was granted and something happened then it's not for you. 

6. That if your dream is not yet granted... you don't stop dreaming... you dream bigger. 

Love, now and always,

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Sunday, December 04, 2011


Once upon a summertime may isang love story na nagpakilig, pagpaluha at nagpasaya sayo. Oo, aminin mo na kahit na break-up pa rin ang ending, sumaya ka parin.

At nakamove on ka na... handa mo nang ilantad ang naramdaan mo noon nang walang ibig sabihin. Kumbaga work of art. Fiction. History. Tabi-tabi nalang sa nakakarelate. =)

1st Month Letter to You Know Who...

I'm not good with words. I suck at personal conversations. I find it hard to express myself.

Perhaps, this letter would tell you what I really feel about you and us...

These days, I've been crying a lot. When I try to figure out what brings the tears, it always leads to your love. I love you and I'm starting to believe that you do love me too. Do you?

After a month of being together with four times of going out, a number of calls and thousands of messages.. Can I now truly say that you do love me too?

Sorry for doubting your love 
 ____. But when I ask mysellf if your love is real this time, it always gives me a new question that gives even more hard to believe answers. Is it real? How would I know that it's real?

Our relationship began wrong. I know it's my fault for doing a lot of efforts to be closer to you. I never thought that it would lead to something like this. It was just pure friendship in the beginning. I wanted to comfort you, make you happy... listen to your problems and do things for you to make it lighter. Then, I started realizing that I don't want to be friends but more.

God knows how much it hurts when I push you to go back to her. My heart breaks each solid time you meet and I'm left hiding. It brings me to tears that I cannot ask you to choose me instead of her. And when you asked me to demand of leaving her, God knows how much I wanted to beg you to stay with me. But I never had the courage to tell you how I want things to be... just because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you will do things just because I asked you to.

When you finally left her with your own will, it was one of the happiest days of my life since I've known you. I know it's wrong to be happy while others are suffering... But that, your action, just gave me hope. It brought me another chance to my life that someone could still love me... that I could be happy with someone too... that someone could take me as I am. Thank you.

As we go pass our first month together, I hope that we continue to love each other just the same. We have flaws. We often fight. Our relationship is not perfect but it's happy.

I'm happy to be with you and I hope to bring more happiness to your life.

Our relationship didn't began right. It's too wrong that others are hurting because of us. But let's make it right as we go along.

I've been honest that I have a lot of issues... questions and doubts. Let us hope and pray that these things clear up sooner.

I love you ____. It has been a long time since myt past relationship. In all of the relationships I had, I always give up.

When the time comes that I will give up on our relationship, do not let me. Stop me. Remind me of how long I have waited for someone like you to find me. Show me this letter of how our love begin and goes...

Say the things that you taught me... tell me again that I shouldn't be afraid to get hurt because when we love we get hurt and that makes us stronger.

Others will not see how beautiful we see our relationship. They wouldn't understand why we feel this way. They will judge us. But let's not allow that to destroy us.

The time will come that it will all be lighter and we will be accepted... Let's prove them that our love is real.

Thank you for everything 
 ____. I hope one day we can look back our hardships and laugh at it together.

I'm here for you. I love you. Don't be afraid to open things to me. You can tell me everything. Don't hesitate to ask for my help... I'm more willing to help back.

Happy 1st Monthsary Babe... I <3 strike="" u="">

Noon yon. 

Love, now and always,

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